you

心软。。。
为什么我就不能狠心一点？

我知道我们存在的问题
我要的不是我说什么你都答应
我要的不是这样

我也很想你
但是我不能

迟点吧，等我想清楚

我不是要你因为我进基督教
我要的是你自己相信
就算进了，我们结婚后也是打回原形

我太了解你了

你的脾气还是不会改。。。
我很怕。。。



我还是很想很想你。。。
但是我要逼自己想清楚一段时间。。。

.

墙上静止的钟是为谁 停留
是不是和我一样赖着不走
你说故事已经结束 很久
我忘了 向前走


我努力假装现在过得 很好
现在的你看来已不需要我
也许在不同的时空
还牵着 你的手

想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年
悄悄到 你身边

现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的 生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的 是谁呢

想知道你真的过得好 吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年
悄悄到 你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪 你的 是谁呢

也许在不同的时空
还牵着 你的手



你相信有平行时空吗？
也许现在的我们在那里还在一起。。。

emo ing....

fuck

真的很不喜欢人家逼我做我不想做的事情。。。

再这样我会很反感很反感

也不要把我们之间的事到处宣扬好吗

我真的超级无敌霹雳讨厌

不要让我讨厌你好吗

能让我清静一点吗

不要缠着我好吗

我想自由好吗





是

我很坏

i really pissed off....


pls dont make me do such things........................

fuck

hell yeah..

脫胎自小說角色的科學怪人，是科學小說和恐怖小說的鼻祖。原故事描述瘋狂科學家拼湊屍體，導電使之復活，卻不意引起科學怪人的反撲，導致一場亡命追逐。後續有許多原著改編，將科學怪人塑造成面惡心善的怪物，也就是我們後來所熟知的角色形象。

金牛座就像科學怪人，外表與內在時常發生嚴重的衝突。由金星守護的金牛座，有著獨特的美感與堅持，即使天生不俊美，也有能力去充實及經營自己的形象，常給人溫吞優雅的印象。有些金牛座雖然講話很快很嗆，一旦思考起自己的問題，還是常會陷入猶豫和矛盾當中。金牛座就像科學怪人，因為自尊心強又固執，十分會捍衛自己的權力和地盤，常會給人、善妒的感覺。

金牛座就像科學怪人，因為口拙、不善表達內心真正的感受，常會讓人有恰北北、不講話、不好溝通的感覺。其實他們只是單純的固守自己的原則，並不會想刻意傷害對方。大部分金牛座都很愛吃，有些愛買高價物，便讓人有奢侈、勢利的錯覺。其實不擅言詞的他們，最常抒壓的方式就是大吃，會買高價物也是因為考慮品質，潛意識裡則是用物質鞏固自信。

至於金牛座的原則多多，也只是先把規則訂出來，好讓自己不受傷害。但就是因為表裡時常有衝突，金牛座就像科學怪人一樣，時常會被誤解。

guilty

对不起。。。伤了一个很爱很爱我的人。
我知道可能以后都找不到这么爱我的人
但是我觉得我的选择是没有错的。



其实。。。
不是选择正确的，而是选择不后悔的。。。


真的很想说对不起。。。


不知道将来你是不是还会一样这么爱我。。。
也许不会了吧？



不管怎样，你还是我最爱的。。。



我已经淡忘他了，其实心里还蛮高兴得。

对不起，我爱你。。。


其实，心还蛮痛的。。。

把心放空

当所有的回忆都已成为过去，心中那份久违的心灵终于得到洗涤；
　　
　　当一切的往事都已成为烟云，心中那份凌乱的思绪终于得到解脱；
　　
　　时间，在不经意间悄悄的流逝，当你回眸惊叹于错过那美丽风景时，往事就已经错过了，也不再搭理你的苦苦哀求。有些事情错过的终将会错过，该坚持的也该放放手。或许转角就会遇见牵手的人，也会有另一种美丽而幸福的生活在等着我们。



　　
　　把心放空，把本不该属于自己的统统忘却。曾经的曾经，往往有缘都不会有份。每一段点滴的人生都是一段美丽的故事，只是我们暂时还没有找到那读懂我们故事的人而已。有时会因睹物思人而想起曾经，但那已经成为过去，而那过去了的，终究只是一场美好的回忆。于是在寻找明天的生活时学会了放空自己，放空那颗心。
　　
　　把心放空，走进小桥流水的世界，带着纯真的心去感触那蝉鸣虫叫凉风过的大自然美景，尽情的呼吸这来自于大自然氧吧的新鲜空气，让全身的每一处神经、每一个细胞都充满着活力；欣赏落叶飘飞时的随风舞动，蝶舞鸟飞的悠闲自得，如精灵般的游弋在大自然的怀抱中，尽情的享受那自由，无拘无束的生活，此时此刻的我们唯一能做的便是闭着眼睛去感受、去聆听。或许会忍不住发出这样的感叹：“生活原来是如此的美好”。




　　
　　把心放空，坐在河水边，欣赏夕阳西下的黄昏美景，看水中云彩的倒影，微风过处，那倒影便鲜活的舞动起来，如在美丽的油画中那跳跃的音符奏出美丽的自然之歌。静静的聆听小鸟归巢、虫子归家的喜悦，看着西方天空的那一抹红渐渐的变淡，夕阳在时间的流逝中渐渐的隐去，在周围黑色越来越浓时，天空竟也忍不住寂寞招来了繁星作伴，那遥远的星辰似乎在诉说着动人的故事，时间就这样的悄悄在流逝，在流逝中也不曾忘记对你的思念。
　　
　　把心放空，开始新的生活。恋恋不舍的人哟，就这样在放空心的那一刹那忘记吧。

你

有没有酱好笑的人？
用做工时间来博克。。。OHNO。。。



真是越看越心痛
撕心裂肺

我和她都是爱笑的人
我们都是节俭的女生
只是我只差没被人伤过的心

现在我被你彻底伤害了
你会不会想回来保护我？

有时就是想要把心放空


就像没有从前，现在，或以后
没有人曾经居住，停留，经过


你说你想娶我
下一个你说你计划要娶她了
再下一个还没在一起2个月你就对她说你要娶她

你说我很特别
你说她跟别人不一样

这是什么把戏？

我
被你玩得团团转

多少年了，
你过着你幸福快乐偶尔失恋的生活

多少年了，
我看着你过着你幸福快乐偶尔失恋的生活


我忘不了你
我跟你说过
你也不曾回头
也不同情我


我们分手了后
你到处宣扬我什么
我都不介意
我知道这才叫男人
你劈腿的错由我来扛

等到人家也对你做出同样的事情
你到处宣扬人家

我什么都看在眼里
你的什么我都注意
甚至是你的朋友



把心放空吧
把不属于自己的统统拿走

不想再想起了

我最亲爱的你。。。

new laptop

刚买了架新laptop...
但是比较想要macbook
人都是那么不知足的==


好害怕做工就不想读书了。。。
不想有那种感觉。。。
现在做工学到很多东西。。。
如果我做的report成功的话。。。
薪水应该。。。。。。。。
哈哈哈哈


唉。。。
想失忆阿。。。
不想再想你，不想去看你。。。
差不多要疯了。。。

One of the best mail

Long, but really beautiful and meaningful.. ...Read when you have time......

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is."

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?"

The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you."

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.

If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television."

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up a ND discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character."

It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations. .

RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, "Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered,"You should appreciate that you married me. Other wise, he will be the millionaire and not you."

Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? "Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman."

The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a nar row bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, "Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" The father went home & committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

"Good Life starts only when you stop wanting a better One"

" Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away "

Letters start from ABC

Number start from 123

Music start from Do-Re-Mi

Love Start from You and Me.

Hey......Do you think sometime, there are some thing we do not want to hear from your boy.

So, i'm finishing up. There are certain things that you should never say to your girlfriend.

There are 10 Things You Should Never Say To Your Girlfriend.

1) “She’s So Hot”- No matter how hot the girl walking in front of you, never say this aloud. It is natural to look but don’t gawk and drool. Even if your girlfriend comments on that girl’s look, don’t feel that is it your duty to partake in the comment. She may know that you do look at girls but don’t make it so obvious about how you feel inside when you stare at them.

2) “My Ex Would Never Do This” – Never compare the old with the new. (Sometime it will be kill her love ) Your girlfriend believed you when you said that you have moved on so why bring the ex back. Making statements like this will only start an argument and rest assured your girl will be fretting and fuming. But can anyone really blame her.

3) “You friend is so stupid” – Name calling your girlfriend’s friends will not get you anywhere. If you want to keep things in a good way, respect her the way she respects you. Sometimes keeping mum about friends is a good thing even if you really know that the friend is taking advantage then maybe you can take your girl aside and explain things with examples, rather than just blame and pointing fingers.


4) “Why do you love me? I am not good enough for you”- Girls like men with confidence. If you make statements like this then it will be a total turn off. Even if you don’t feel so, acting like it will make you more the man she wants you to be. She will feed your ego and breed real confidence that ultimately
ends with you becoming a better person.


5) “If you really loved me you would…” – Putting conditions on her love for you is really very low. Smart guys don’t stoop this low. Be a man and ask her straight. That will get you a lot closer to what you want than trying such pathetic statements.


6) “You are so like your mother” – That is a good thing isn’t it? Well not always. ( Matter of personal opinion.) Women do fear at times turning into their mothers. So saying this is not really good. You don’t know what the outcome will become.


7) “I’m not in the mood” – Women can use just about any excuse to put off sex. But if a guy says that he is too tired or just not up for a go, it rattles the very foundation of the relationship. Women think men are sexual deviants with a voracious appetite and your refusing it means something is definitely wrong. She thinks that she is no longer your sex kitten and you definitely are seeing someone else.


8) “I don’t like the outfit you are wearing” – If she is wearing it, she happened to like it enough to spend on it. Making statements like this not only brings her taste into question but it also leaves you looking like a backward, silly man. If you find her outfit too revealing for your taste, you can always explain how you feel and what you think will look good on her. You can take her shopping and show her the clothes you like which you think will compliment her.


9) “What have you done to your hair? It’s awful” – Women like experimenting with their looks and sometimes they don’t turn out as they wanted to. Instead of vocalizing it and giving her funny looks, you can be nice to her. She could be upset too, seeing the end result. So consoling her will only make her love you more.


10) “Don’t get emotional now” – It doesn’t take much to get girls crying. So don’t snap at her when she is emotional or crying. It is best to explain things, help her wipe away her tears and give her a comforting hug.


I think these are useful for you, unless of course if your girl is a mind reader. Should also quite appropriate for girl use its. But, I have no way to deal with it, let natural take its course. Don't trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.

释怀

过了那么久
换了那么多女朋友
我想我应该要释怀了
我做得到吗、、、




有些人的心门，钥匙只有一把，既然不是我，我不会做假。
哪一个才是真正的你？
原来我那么不了解你。。。
不要让我觉得你很恶心了
祝你幸福

u will never know i still waiting for u

分手后，你还会不会有打电话给我的冲动？

分手后，你还会不会时常到我的facebook来看？

分手后，你还会不会偶尔想起我们的曾经？

分手后，你会不会有种想要和我复合的感觉？

以前总以为分手就表示爱情已经结束了，

真正分开时才明白分手不过是你离开了，

我心中对你的爱却一直都还是存在着的，

原来分手了，爱情并不会因此而结束，

只是从两个人的爱情，变成了一个人的爱情，

一个人最孤单的守候，一个人最孤单的等待，

怀念着从前的一切，幻想着不会再来的未来...

你不知道，分手后的我依旧等待着你的信息，

你不知道，分手后的我始终都没放下你的爱，

你不知道，分手后的我还是日日夜夜思念你，

你不知道，分手后的我心中多渴望与你复合，

你只知道，分手后的我们只是熟悉的陌生人...

我怀念的，只不过是你早已经遗忘的幸福，

我珍惜的，不过是你觉得不再重要的感情，

我想要的，却是你心中最不想给我的爱情,

我都知道，只是心中还是抱着一丝丝的可能...

我还想与你复合，但我知道我们已经不可能了，

因为，

响起的手机，出现的不再是你专属的铃声，

收到的信息，内容也不再是你对我的关心，

街上遇见你，只能看到一个很尴尬的微笑，

听见我爱你，只是对我说的那个人不是你...

不能在一起的人，留下的只是幸福回忆的伤痛,

回忆有多幸福，追忆就有多伤痛...

我不会离开你的剧本，但我不会再参与演出，

我不会痛恨你的离开，但却也不会再爱你了，

我不会再幻想些什么，却还是会怀念着过去，

我不会选择轻易放手，但我还是学着会放手，

因为我知道，我们的这出戏不会再有续集了...

i dun wan to recall it,i force myself to do so

曾经我不可替代的全部 离开了.

曾经我过分珍惜的男人 失去了.

曾经我最怕失去的感情 结束了.

他离开了 我们结束了 我失去了 也不相信了.

怀念以前 怀念原来 怀念曾经

怀念以前的每一句我爱你

现在的每一句都是奢求

我知道你不可能再跟我说我爱你了

于是我明明很爱你可是连说爱你的勇气都没有

怀念原来你给我的每一次感动

我知道我现在做什么你都无动于衷了

以为你会回来 可是你没有

直到你连个人说明都改了 我才死心

怀念曾经你说过的每一个承诺

你说你跟我说过的话没有假的

每一句话我都当作承诺来听来记

我全相信 也包括到最后你跟我说的那句不合适

可是呢 你离开了 以前我都记得 你忘记了没有

你说让我相信你

你说永不终止的爱

你说你不可能放弃

你说心里只有我一个

你说你想好好的

你说你爱我千真万确

你说你喜欢和我一起憧憬未来

你说你在乎我你爱我

你说我的位置没人能替代

你说...

我说我爱你

可是后来你说了不合适 你说了拜拜

曾经你是我不可替代的全部 从未想过要分开

你给我写的每一个签名说过的每一句话我都记忆犹新印象深刻

我从一开始就下定决心 可是还是结束了

我记得你跟我说过的每一句话。

我记得你说过你更需要我。

我记得你说过你就爱我。

我记得你说过谢谢让你遇见我。

我记得你说过媳妇咱俩不离不弃。

我记得你说过你会一直陪着我。

我记得你说过你爱我永不终止。

我记得你说过让我相信你。

我记得你说过亲爱的会一直在一起。

我记得你说过你不可能放弃我。

我记得你说过...

我记得你说过好多好多话。

每一句话我都印象深刻 每一句话我都记得。

也记得最后的那句不合适。

为什么没有以后了 因为不合适。

这句不合适我也当承诺傻傻的相信了。

因为我知道 你不会骗我每一句话都是真的。

那也包括这句不合适 这句拜拜。

可是过去的回不去。

回不去的就应该让它过去。

不怀念 因为我耸b我害怕以前

不怀念 因为我会泪流满面

不怀念 因为怀念也回不到从前

你知道么 我很不愿意离开你 可是还是和你说了再见

所以选择 不打扰 不相见 不怀念

这篇文章送给我曾经执着爱过的一个人

到现在 你依然不可替代 可是不是全部了

因为我知道回不去了 再爱你你也看不到你也不会接受

我喜欢你 这是我对你说的最后一遍 这次是真的

i hate those childish people

很反感那些一失恋就天翻地覆的人
一个礼拜不要紧
但
需要闹到酱久吗？

不知道
是我太冷血还是。。。。。。。。。

有人说我很厉害
失恋
挥一挥衣袖不带走一片云彩
哈哈

是真的很厉害

被伤的很深
保护色已经厚到一个境界了
不想为不值得的人伤心


他爱她，她爱他。
她爱他，他爱她。
我心情那么复杂着
很复杂很复杂很复杂




只是想简单的关心你
简单的问候
但是
who cares??

见到你还是会心跳加速
还会想怎么办
为什么会这样

两年都要来了
不想被这种思绪缠绵了
我只想做会朋友

但是if u keep behave like dis
i will think u really no cure!!!!!!!

i dun wan to hate u but love u
u dunno






决定了，去读书先~

是不是......?

是不是年纪越大烦恼越多？

怎么每个人都在为感情事烦恼？

身边已经有了一个‘他’
心里却想着两个‘他’

我最亲爱的
希望我们都会珍惜身边的人
过去就是过去了
但是希望还是朋友
偶尔关心不过分
至少我们相识


常有人问忘记一个人需要花多长时间？
我觉得
曾经是你最爱的人
你永远都不会忘记



学业工作的烦恼
到底该工作还是读书？
经验还是文凭重要？

人际的烦恼
不擅长说话的人怎么生存？


我想回到从前一样
可以自以为是觉得自己是个开朗的人

现在的我
再也不可能会说自己是个开朗的人了

每个人变得不一样了
说正经事较多，玩闹较少
我应该跟紧步伐
应该知道危机
不要变得懦弱


To Esther
我看见你的努力和成熟了
但是不要给自己太大压力
只要努力过就好了

To Dear
I know u wont see this
but i really hope u can do wat u had promised me

if we break up
i hope u wont sad for too long
i hope u get ur own happiness
and successful life oso.
Love You.

"FRIEND"

It is 4am...
recently really cant slp early.
dunno why
like to acting emo in the "midnight"

really miss u
but my mind was very clear
i will never gonna be with u
impossible
i juz want to b an ordinary friend
i mean it

i know tat no one will really hear about ur heart
but i always here
remember

how can i let it go?
i dunno
may be being friend is the best answer
i dun wan to act like stranger when we meet
we seriously know each other before
how can i do tat
feel strange

forgive that i suddenly appeared in your world
stg like 2 yrs we din chat
hope tat my appearance will not shock u out


one heart can love 2 people
i really know this kind of feel now
why human always contradictions
i dun like this


please help me take away
simple is better



what you done for me happened on your ownself
i think is JESUS CHRIST did his job
i no need to complain about those u did
but Jesus saw it
He will punish
but He still love u

before i really hate u
all of my friend know what u did
they really know i totally hate u
but now i want to be friend with u
so strange
why i do this
dunno

but i think friend is better than stranger
don't u?

.

心灰

你不知道我很难过
还拼命踩我尾巴
让你踩吧

不如意的事会过去
雨后总有天晴

不管怎样。。。。。。


尽力而为

。

suffer?
upset?
torment?
foolish?


din heal my wound properly
now become a scare
dun wan to be touched
dun wan to talk about it


i need a hug than others

爱情不能做比较

爱情不能做比较
第一次深刻感受到



与其说是执著
不如说是执迷不悟
why dont u come to your senses?

2011

2010.12.31
eat lunch and
watch movie with esther n lin rong
tron
nice~~!


2011.01.01
cant slp
dad i miss you

those who love me wont let my tears drop
so do u love me?
haiz
have a tiff wif someone
the first day of 2011
isit a good begining?
actually
i dun have faith enough to go on



2011
all the best