.

so tough so tough so tough!!!
why?
i just want to get a certificate which someone else can get it easily but why my path so tough!!!
omg...
stress comming!!!
can i change my teacher please==

im gonna die soon!!!

动力动力动力！！！==

。

那位
娇身冠养没有受过挫折才会酱吧==
所以说
受挫折不一定是坏事~
真是可惜。。。。


是时候学会放下了
MUST BE BRAVE!!


人也是会有累的一天
到了那天谁也别想拉着我><

JUST FOR YOU

ya..
you are always right
everything is my fault

how can u understand wat i felt
how can u know everything i done is because of you
how can you realize whatever i angry or happy or sad juz because of u

dont u think u have changed so much
nowadays we r less talking than before
before u always call me in the night
now your day and night turn the other way round
how can we chat
somemore u always hang out with your friend
busy with your computer games
u still rmb u gt a gf onot?
or u juz use "somebody"?
why u can have our own world n i needed to control by some else
is it becuz we are juz diferrent ?
or we are juz two worlds apart?

i m pathetic enough
i need to admit whatever "fault" i do
u noe i will be weary
we always argue because of less communicate

when u feel that i m annoying can you just think about what i had [sacrificed]
because of you


whatever...
totally fade up

what i want is just that simple
but u cant understand
多的是你不知道的事

是不是这样的夜晚你才会这样的想起我

这么近，那么远

这么近，那么远
什么叫这么近，那么远
此时此刻我真的能领悟到
我在执着什么




会骂人下贱
你更下贱吧==




迪儿
睡觉是你终身伴侣吧？
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
我寂寞寂寞就好。。。。。。。

.

can YOU give me some strength some brave some time some CHANCE?
my path was full of thorns and probe
i noe YOU had been given me many chance but i din appreciate
i always hurt YOU
i really noe i had done wrong but i cant control myself
please
so helpless

当一个基督徒不再跟其它基督徒相交时，魔鬼便微笑；
当他停止研读圣经时，魔鬼便大笑起来；
当他停止祷告时，魔鬼便雀跃欢呼。

it's 5.20am
i still havent sleep

无奈

why after graduated also got pressure one==
even worse than when i still studying==
faint....
somemore i dun have job==
so the pressure is not come from job

life must exam izit==
i wish to finish my grade 8 ASAP!!!!!

i wanna leave here
to a better place
to TAIWAN?
haha~
still dunno yet...
UK is such a pretty place!



When i can earn money
to afford a big big house big big car
and
a comfortable life...

OH!SANTA
OH!CHIRSTMAS
it's time to prepare presant :)

大男人大女人

每早咖啡杯下都垫张特殊任务
上山下海听你吩咐
喜欢被你分秒都操纵我的全部
吵架规定我先认输

相爱轻松 相处需要用功
心甘情愿 你说向西边走 我就不会往东
大女人凡事你作主 小男人是我的风度
订做两人特别的舞步
大男人也想被保护 小女人会给你幸福
因为爱你从来不辛苦

无可救药爱上你笑的天真无辜
生气凶的像老虎
爱你命令我态度还爱的顽固
爱你的付出不隐藏
相爱轻松 相处需要用功
心甘情愿 你说向西边走 我就不会往东
大女人凡事你作主 小男人是我的风度
订做两人特别的舞步
大男人也想被保护 小女人会给你幸福
因为爱你从来不辛苦
有我 全力以赴 完整的照顾
因为爱你 你也爱我 一定要幸福
凡事你作主 小男人是我的风度
订做两人特别的舞步
大男人也想被保护 小女人会给你幸福
因为爱你这就够满足
小男人 因为爱你这就是幸福

sweet enough~♥

.

當你花時間嫉妒別人攻擊別人的時候，這分鐘的生命，對方已經又進化成更好的人了。不用見不得別人好，但千萬要見不得自己不好。

心存善念，溫柔以對。我為你歡呼，那些一直在讓自己變得更好的人。--吴青峰

innocence

Hope i can back to the days i had my innocence


finally graduate d...
this is all the wishes when i studied in foon yew
but after that,i hope i never graduate
after leaving the school
dunno wat to do
everything muz decide yourself
that was hard
even though i noe many knowledge that is not in textbooks
but still feel very algetic.
i cant bear leaving all the things in school
frens teachers tables chairs blackboards white chalks flowers trees...
hahaha




i noe recently i was vry revolt
din contact v u
dun angry
not i purposely din go
really gt some important things to do such as my relative come
forgive me
i'm not tat kind of [gt bf forget fren]tat person
u noe u understand one~~
i'm truely love u[dun say i'm disgusting]
i'm so sorry too
hope u can see this





nxt
if u really reflect
u wont do tat again
u still go on
how to prove?
haha
if u really reflect juz prove it
simply say
who believe?





nxt
i noe who r the people really like to back stab
talking gossip
dun act as a good people
dun win sympathy
time will tell the truth
i hope that someone can tell u all the truth
but not me
i dun dare
i will pray for u
juz like wat a christian suppose to do.
really hope u can change.



nxt
i noe i disappointed u
but what to do?
happened d
i noe i was wrong
i promised this is the last
yar...
i'm so sorry my dear
i hope u can forgive me
dun shiver v me d.......

plz lar
can u stop using artifice.



after watching those people
i noe wat is ...



what the hell was going on in this year!
damn unlucky!

...

yar...damn sad now..
all my fault
even is tat guy oso dun trust in me
its ok.
i'm good.
anyway we had to separate
i noe some freindship cant last forever
i noe we r not suitable
i will try to accept
i will reluctant to myself
its ok.



yesterday went cs watch movie
with mervyn,mico and jason
haha
jason and mico were absolutely timid==
haha~
tat day was so nice.






both of u buy a new dog
u change ur single bed into double bed
essentially that is for me.


if without u...
i think i will...
be better.

In a relationship♥

my man [force]me to write down i am [in a relationship]in my blog==
so stupid==
yar...
actually we being together at 11-9-2010
but 12-9-2010 also can ~
nth different~
haha~
we met in club,
tat day i was drunk and he bullied by me,
so poor.
dunno how he get my handphone number,
after few datings we fall in love with each other,
then in a relationship d...
simple story....
hahaz~
and
he always say wanna marry me
OMG
i m still young
i ask he wait me for 7 yrs~













more [4]days i wanna graduate d
dunno what to do
wanna leave my lovely school ofcourse will gt a little bit upset
but i can do a lot of things that i like
such as keep long hair
contradiction
nursing or special education or account?
three choose one
but i would like to take two
nursing and special education
they gt some related what~













exam make me feel stress!!!
JESLEY I LOVE YOU!
always force me study and give me a lot of support~
BEST sister forever~

～♥～

夜阑人静的时候就是写blog的好时候

嘿 我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的 有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
嘿 我真的好想你
太多的情绪 没适当的表情
最想说的话 我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你 没有过去 我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你 我在哪里 又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及 反正没有了自己

接近凌晨三点钟
历史还没背完
是要死了==

I am done
Smoking gun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

She has won
Now its no fun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried
Oh, how we cried
Oh, we lost ourselves
The love has died

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Oh, I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Cause babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry
And we were sweet
Oh, but you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Oh babe, you lost me


考完试我一定玩疯了
不要阻止我
我真的不是副科的料。。
OMG

最近认识一些人
不是我看不起
他们真的读很少书==
小学罢了

aduh
现在的小孩子又不长进
以为长到很高+染一点头发打耳洞和舌环就看起来成熟
跑去clubbing

当我听到他才读到小学就
啊？？？？
嘴巴很大那种
不敢想象以后社会他们出来是怎样==
是啦
帅一点啦
只有小妹妹喜欢
唉
悲哀
不会讲他们
外面不好混啊==

胡言乱语

最近考试一直熬夜感觉不适
自从坐职权附近后
感觉什么测验考试都是作弊的～
哈哈～
不错啦
难得的体验～==
----------------------------------------------
今天跟esther n chong yee去看inception
超好看
我看得懂～
哈哈～
我还是聪明下的～～
期待八月九的到来～哈哈
老实说跟他出去就是不一样
为什么
他问我
三姐妹中很像我最喜欢往外跑
我否认
事实上应该确实如此我知道
为了保持形象所以。。。
哈哈
我觉得跟朋友在一起出去很快乐
至少他们会逗我开心
能【大笑】
大笑能忘记烦恼
哈
也许我心里面有一个无法触碰的东西
连我都不知道是什么
也不想了解
我不了解自己想什么
也许一旦触碰我就会疯掉？
有些话题真的不是很想聊。。
有一次牧师问我
你有真正的大哭一场吗？
我傻眼
我说
不知道
哈哈
我知不知道我也不知道
够烂
也许
是我不想去想
我知道我逃避很多东西
也许内心深处不想逃避却无时无刻逃避
但是
很多东西都是要面对
我觉得
现在还不是我想面对的时候吧。。哈哈
我想
我到底自己心里面在想什么呢？
我真的想知道
却又不想去找
应该有人会看穿我内心吧？
希望他能为我解答

思想被现禁锢便是一件痛苦的根源

为什么要信上帝呢？
我觉得他是我的依靠
有人说
依靠是你有用到他的时候他就会帮助你
如果他对你没帮助便会找其他方法或神
一旦你有其他东西能让你依靠而他又让你得到你想得到的东西的时候
你就会忘记他

我会遗弃他吗？
我不会
真的
可能信上帝是我的习惯
叫别的神的名字我会不习惯？
不是吧。。。
他是如此伟大的神
他做的一切都为我们
我有什么资格不信他呢？
我深信他所作的事都有他美好的安排
深信★
--------------------------------------------
其实最近姐妹发生了件事
erm
为什么就是有人把爱情看得那么重
重到连自己同姓别的也不相信
女生不应该做到很像要丢完全世界女生的脸吧？
我不会说==
那人很奇怪
爱情不是全部
何况他也不喜欢你
别浪费青春了好吗？
--------------------------------------------------------------
对爱情最大的误解就是认为他是万能的
“现实的爱”是摇摆不定的
对爱情最大的误解是认为“我们必须面对现实”
因为当时间流逝一切“现实问题”
都将只成为微不足道的回忆
---------------------------------------------------------------
身旁出现很多心机重的人
吓到我
因为我是如此的单纯
哈哈
很讨厌
我又不会伪装
喜欢的就喜欢
不喜欢的也不会主动去接近
还会觉得很恶心
我看我也要学会伪装自己了
在这个社会上
每个人都是艺人。
哈哈

KL Trip~♥

haha~just come bck from KL at SUNDAY~~
having a short holiday v shi ting ~
so cool~
haha~
we slept at her aunt house~
her aunt is a good people~vry friendly la~
treat me vry well~nice~~~
haha~
near her house gt three lake~
vry big big lake~vry beautiful landscape~
we go there by bicycle~
many people fishing,ply kite,riding,and having date at there~
really relax at there~~
haha~
gt a girl fall down three time~hahaha~

-----------------------------------------------------------
the nxt morning we bring HAPPY ZAI go training~
many dogs training at there too
they really clever n cute
i cant tahan ad...
i oso wan a dog lar~
pooddle~~~~oh my~~~
i wan you~~~~~



this dog too fat and short until cant cross the tyre so funny~haha~

walao~that dog really smart lar~
it master throw the ball inside the lake it oso can bring bck tat ball to the master
and it swim vry fast~~so cool~


hi~haha~so cute~~

★

知道你过得怎样了又怎样
也没有开心一点
祝福你咯













是你教我学会相信
而我又该相信什么

rompak

我电话跟ic被偷了
鸡蛋
就那天下午去新加坡
晚上去city plaza 庆祝文琪和她男人的生日
同一天生日几爽下～
过后去clubbing
结果cbn checking到2点多
根本不爽
在dolce也玩到一个小时罢了
就去jazz and blue
den当然玩到5点多6点咯
就去mc吃breakfast
我们的车park在mc的外面罢了
很明显的位置
结果一出来
车镜碎掉
鸡蛋糕
我什么东西都没有带下车
好才也只带ic和电话出门
还是很生气
然后又不可能回家
结果那个男的带我们去开房
^_^
不可能做什么啦＝＝
才认识一天
他很多东西被偷已经很烦了
损失60000都有
几惨
还为了这些第一天认识的女孩子破费
真的是惨
结果第二天回dear家
几惨
直接中她爸骂。。。
很惨
然后晚上又出去
la gourmet
我和丽敏玩到很high
最吵的就是我们两个
jesley直接没有眼睛看我们
哈哈
过后又去clubbing啦
累噢。。。。。。。。。



oh my lovely leopard skin phone......

..

i m scard...

may b will go singapore further my study...

not reali wish to go...

so presure...

haiz..

after exam muz go out to relax myself~

crazy outgoing~

hahaha~

lovely MS HO and MS YUEN~

HAHA

approaching mid year exam ad...
haiz
muz study hard
muz control myself...
haha~~~
















ESTHER ALLE
MUST BUCK UP
[BE STRONG]

night

又踏上夜归路
哈哈
拜三跟esther和她college的朋友去cbn~~
哈哈~
她第一次知道我酱厉害扭~
有点点paisheh咯~~~~~
哈哈哈~
蛮high的，因为有很多人~
她的朋友都不错啊~
那天还认识到很多人
男的女的都有~~~
几爽下~
喝没有很多~
但是某人有点点醉~
还被人家牵~~~
哈哈哈哈哈~
bth~~
还是很enjoy喝酒
不知道为什么就是喜欢~
哈哈~

我帮她化的妆是有美到咯~

哈哈~

拜五

刚好拜三认识到的人有去玩~

结果就叫我姐妹一起去咯~~~

其实他们自己也是想去吧？？

哈哈

这天就喝到很醉，很醉

但是没有之前之前酱醉拉~

哈哈

醉的时间真的很快过==

现在才知道

哈哈

就死命上台跳舞~

agnes他们要进来

那个男人还特地开一个tower

我已经带很多朋友了他还特地开

真的是不好意思咯

他还一直讲不要紧不要紧

真的是。。。

以后我们再一起玩~~~

怎么办

到现在还是胃很痛

惨啦

喝太多了

这叫舒解压力

哈哈哈哈哈~

又踏上不夜路

哈哈~

bored

recently cant on9
cuz my mom cut off the line
yes
my life bcome bored again

----------------------------
i love my scull life
haha


zi le n ming xiang

many ugly photo

hahaha~~~

-----------------------------------

i had a friend i did almost everything with

go tuition watch movie or wat

the minute she broke the news tat she had found THE ONE

she took 180-degree turn

there is no need to criticise the single life

just because u have crossed over the other side......

car

那天有人叫我出去
在车上才跟我说要去哪
鸡蛋
很忙吼
眨眼下~
哈


可爱の猛

生平第一次的指甲彩绘
哈哈~
谢谢菁请我弄~~~~
wohoo~~

跟我可爱的猛去看车展
超多的
我最喜欢的
~~~diamondの~~~
我要疯掉了
看得出吗？
哈哈





还有
~~~~pinkの~~~

做么去到那里有遇到变态叻？
小姐~
你坐上去我帮你拍比较美~
因为加了你更美==
去死吧